Tuesday, December 27, 2005 12:18 AM
Another semester, another birthday, another Christmas, gone already. I think this has been one of the most relaxing holidays yet. The stars seem to be aligned. Mom and I have given up on being women who do too much. (Yes, there is indeed a copy of that book somewhere in our house, mock if you wish.) I finished my course work on time, and appear to have passed everything. I had my shopping and wrapping done ahead of time. I got to visit with Grandmother, and although she was confused, at least she knew she was confused. Mom and I spent Christmas day at Mur's and Sarah's grown up so much she's lost all those annoying child like qualities (almost). Today followed the same laid back trend; we spent the afternoon at Cedar's, saw C.R.A.Z.Y., and spent the evening at Brennan's/The Kier Gallery checking out the current art show and listening to Jon Connolly. Tomorrow is sounding like it could be one spent at home hiding from a storm...I don't think I'd mind that a bit.
Sunday, December 18, 2005 9:46 PM
So this is it. I just finished writing my Non-Destructive Testing take-home exam. Okay, so it's almost it; I'm going to take the bus home tomorrow at lunch and edit it on the way. I should be home around 4:30 PM. We'll see...
Friday, December 16, 2005 5:33 PM
What is it with me and stemware? I just broke a cocktail glass...and I'm not even drinking! So now I'm sitting at my desk surrounded by shards of glass trying to convince myself to get up and get the vacuum. This all started because I was too lazy to get up and knocked the glass down reaching for something else.
Thursday, December 15, 2005 7:47 PM
I'm going to be a follower and actually post this:
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. And yes, this applies especially to those who don't always comment. BTW: If you select "other" you can enter your name without having a Blogger account. Sometimes I lay thinking about things I would like to say allowed but, knowing they would be downright inappropriate, keep them to myself. Sometimes they are stressful thoughts about things I was supposed to have finished and haven't even looked at. Sometimes they are depressing thoughts that would hurt those around me. Then, sometimes they are exciting thoughts that make me giggle to myself. Seeing as this is not anonymous and I have already said I would keep these thoughts to myself, I am not telling you what they are. What I wonder is what kind of thoughts are most often guilty for keeping you awake at night?
Saturday, December 10, 2005 11:47 PM
This has likely been the most challenging year of my short life.
I always believed that we are strong and can do anything we put our minds to. I preach this to those around me that I love so dearly. We never do practice what we preach. The most confusing of all is figuring out what it is that you want enough to put your mind to. In highschool I tried to figure out what it was that I found interesting enough to pursue in university. I did those aptitude tests telling me that I should be an architect or engineer. Well here I am, in engineering. It began that way because it allowed me to make the least number of decisions. At that point in my life the only thing I knew was that I did not want to do an arts degree. What was it that drove me so far away from the arts? It's ironic in my opinion, seeing how much admiration I have for the arts. I continued on the path of least resistance, the path that would give me the most options in the future, avoiding ever having to make a real decision. I fell in love, hard and fast. This education I was getting became a vehicle to get a career that would support our love. One that would pay our debts, one that would build our house, one that would clothe our children. I was allowed to forget about that requirement that I need be happy in my career; I thought all the happiness I would need would be found in my home. I broke that home. It didn't matter that I was happy and surrounded by love. In that home I had forgotten that we all need our autonomy. Nothing could have prevented me from forgetting that. It was a lesson that needed to be learned, that for me could only come from experience. Love crumbled and fell, slowly and painfully. I've spent my life watching people in pain, wondering how it was possible for them to find life so hard. I've spent my life wondering how depression can consume you, wondering how alcoholism can take hold of you, wondering how sadness can overpower you. I've spent this year sinking to the bottom. Part of the time I was supported by love I didn't even know existed. Love I'm gracious for now that the time has passed. This year I've spent nights home alone drinking bottles of wine by myself. I've spent nights crying until the sun came up. I've spent days in bed as deadlines passed me by and I missed class after class and meeting after meeting. It wasn't that I was without love, it was that I was without dreams. I've got the beauty, brains, and balls to do what ever the hell I want. It's time to do a little soul searching and figure out what that is. I'm ready to dream. Thursday, December 08, 2005 2:37 AM
Big ups to Sharon for being a very cool host! (Yes Chris, you get credit too.) I will sooo use my "holiday" tree eraser for exams.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 12:59 AM
You know how sometimes I get totally sidetracked? Well that's me, right now. I'm sitting here at one in the morning surrounded by rice cake crumbs, bidding on lipstick on ebay, when I need to finish writing part of our report. Shoot me now!
Monday, December 05, 2005 4:51 PM
Another infomative message from PK:
Dryer Filters Need Cleaning! Subject: dryer filter cleaning@!! Sunday, December 04, 2005 10:12 PM
More from our adventures in New York Sunday afternoon we got a chance to head into Manhattan, so we took the Long Island Rail Road into the city and wandered 5th Avenue, then headed to Greenwich Village for supper.
I satiated myself with shopping therapy this weekend. The list is long, too long:
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