Ho hum. Aaron just came to say goodbye...I didn't want to let him go. He's actually sweet and nice and stuff, and not scary. I'm gonna miss Aaron! 

I posted these a long, long time ago and just went back to them tonight...it was a nice reminder, maybe I'm not the only one who needs it.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, But only friends leave footprints in your heart.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back. You're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. Look around once in a while so you don't miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

(Christie, Noel, Aaron, Lexa, Laura) Prepping for some Fort Mac bar-going this past Saturday. Cheers Christie! We'll miss you :( 

It's very strange being in the house alone. I'm never alone. It's weird. Christie's gone :( Nerissa won't be back until Sunday :( I suppose I should enjoy it, depending on who our new roomate is, I may not get a whole lot of quiet. Still strange...

What a weekend. By the way, a couch makes a wonderful replacement for a lawn chair. This weekend put me in mind of the days at Fitzroy. There's a carelessness about it. Unfortunately quite a few people are leaving, but as in any forced group, there are people I'm relieved are leaving. Of course, there are also people I'm going to be stuck with for another four months. Some people are just so ridiculously annoying, but I feel badly for being irritated by stupid people. They don't know any better.

I suppose I'm irritating in my own ways, I just wonder sometimes how irritating. Isn't it funny how events make us question ourselves? I suppose it's only funny because I think I have an abundance of confidence these days. Although, my confidence is being knocked...or maybe not :)

Went for a crazy muddy bike ride after work today. All by myself, I'm such a loner. I'm selective about my people...I miss my people. I had a dream on the bus yesterday that I was going to DQ with Ang and Joe...how pathetically simple. I miss you girls.

The next two nights I have big dinners. Tomorrow is a UNB Alumni dinner here in Ft. McMurray, then Thursday night is a dinner for all of the Syncrude co-op students. I'm all nervous because apparently the Associate Dean of Engineering might be coming to visit me at work tomorrow...Ahh! We'll see what happens.

Ah the exciting life I lead. Sitting on the couch, watching Crossing Jordan, chatting on MSN. I like to relax. I like not to worry. Problem is, there is a lot for me to worry about, I just happen to be ignoring it all. I think I may keep this up for a least a couple of days. By the end of the week I should be sufficiently stressed out to make me lose it. I'd prefer to concentrate on fluffy things like ballet. Tonight we started to pick at the kinks in our technique. The choreography for the end of the year recital is finished, but our abilities need a little brushing up. I felt particularly unflexible tonight, like an elephant ballerina, bum sticking out and all. I'll have to work on that, I don't think this couch potato business is helping. Time for some rest and I'll think about it in the morning.

I had a rockin' day today. Such a wonderful feeling to come home and thinking, "Wow I had a good time at work." That's not going to happen again...

I feel as though I'm going to burst. I ate too much apparently. I'm exhausted too. I think I may go crawl in bed and read.

Kinda bored with this place. Glad new people will be coming soon. Pissed that some good people are leaving. Pissed that some shitty people are staying. Gotta find my place. Gotta lose my need to be liked so much. I can be pathetic. I like me. I need to stop trying to make other people like me. They will if they want to.

No nothing happened. Yes I am in a good mood. I am simply reflecting.

Life is amazing. One moment you're filled with emotion: happiness, joy, fear, sadness; the next, you're empty, void, nothing. Amazing how so much can be taken away so easily.

We've all heard it said, "Home is where the heart is." It sounds like a statement of the obvious. What's harder to realise is that home is not necessarily a location. Where does your heart lie?

Do you all remember playing MASH at recess when we were kids? It's back! http://playmash.com

My results:

You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a purple Mazda 6.
You will marry Brandon and have 1 kids.
You will be a america's cup racer in San Diego.

I could live with those results, in fact, I think it read my mind.