Anybody up for headin to hali on sat?

Sometimes I want to cry. When the people I love the most go far away I want to cry. Sometimes I wish life didn't involve so many learning experiences. *tear*

Things I hate:

• male sluts/whores(whatever you choose to call them)
• being snubbed
• feeling kinda worthless

I'm drooling over this.

Today I felt like I was in elementary school all over again. We spent an entire afternoon chatting only to head to class and spend it wispering to each other the whole time. We copied the odd note but mostly just talked, it's so sad.

Sometimes I frustrate myself. Perhaps you will be able to relate. Is it just me, or is it the times when you most wish you could show your true and interesting and intelligent that you just can't even think of anything to talk about? First impressions can be so important. I just wish that I could somehow get past those possibly horrid first conversations. I know that I'm worth the time...I just have no idea how to let other people know that. I need to learn; now!

Linda and I made the Dean's List! Yeehaw!

Tegan and Sara kick so fucking much ass! I adore these girls. At the moment I have an ass of my own I'd like to kick. Maybe just talk to, I'm curious. My ears are still ringing. I'd say they could still be ringing in the morning...I love T&S!!!!

Why do things always fall on the wrong days? I have an english writing assignment to complete for eight-thirty tomorrow morning, and if I haven't told you enough times already, Tegan and Sara play tonight! Then tomorrow, I finish classes at nine thirty in the God damn morning. Do you realise what that means? I have to finish the assignment before the show, and then get up at 7:30am tomorrow for one class. Silly scheduling. Oh well...Tegan and Sara are too important to worry over silly little things as this.

Yes I am supposed to be doing work at the moment. Yes I am supposed to be in class at the moment. I am doing neither of these. Don't get too worried. Just wanted to share a little something I came across while stumbling about the internet.

It's not often I visit Vinceland, however I am always provided with a great amount of entertainment. On my last visit I stumbled across these fine jems. Today brought me another fine dose of amusement. It appears that one fine evening J had partied quite hardy.

I have one simple question. Who is "the kid"? I had thought it may be Andre, but there is absolutely no way he has worked with Morgan. It's plaguing me.

Fuck I hate Netscape! Everything looks like shit! Why does that happen? I can't remember. I think there should be a standard so that the way things are meant to appear is the way they actually appear. I guess that would make life boring though wouldn't it. I mean, everybody sees things in a different way anyway, so what difference is it if there's a little added change? Wow that's a rediculous amount of thought put into something so rediculously insignificant.

I must point out some of the humour of the weekend...

• Tyler taking the first possible wrong turn on the way to Halifax
• Ditching the creepy dude on the dance floor of the Dome; then seeing him at breakfast the next morning with more people we knew from Charlottetown
• Steve the security guard's reaction to our proposition
• Coming to the realisation that we would be bringing some crazy love triangles under one roof for the night
• Waking up in the same place I fell asleep on the way home after Tyler took another wrong turn

What a fucking weekend. I had a great time. I got to spend a lot of quality time with my best girl; I missed you! We make for a little craziness when we get together. I have to say, I'm definetely pumped for Thursday night; Tegan and Sara play at Melon's. I can't wait to go see those girls play! They were my favorite show of the weekend. It was a pretty damn great time. Charlottetown was well represented, or at least the third year engn. class hehe. Some other cool people from home were around too; who know's maybe we'll see more of them...

Sweet. Today I spent two hours at the gym and finished two math assignments. I feel like I've accomplished something. Now I'm thinking about the C.V. and cover letter I have to put together for my writing class. Tara decided not sail tonight on account of the impending forecast. Anyone care to do something?

Some things in this world are just too hard to believe. Check this out.

On a brighter note...Oooh yeah Sam's got me hooked.

If any of you can believe it, this marks the end of the first week of classes. Yes, I am aware that it wasn't an entire week, but it still qualifies. I'm beginning the year in the same fashion as I always do; on the wrong foot. I am in denial about spending money, and therefore have yet to buy any books. Without books I have yet to begin any work. Yes, they do assign work on the first day of class. This is third year of university we're talking about. I once again have six courses, and will be running in circles by the end of it all. I had sworn that I would also start working out again. That has yet to begin. I need to keep thinking of goals; 2005 Canada Games. If I don't repeat it over and over again in my head I may never get to the gym. I really don't think I can afford another year of slacking. By Monday I should have gotten all my books organized, done my reading, and made a workout schedule. Do you think it will actually happen?

Going to Edgefest.