Life can be pretty crazy sometimes. I get the feeling I'm getting to the point were I should sit down and re-evaluate things. At the same time, I don't think I'm ready to change anything. I think this being my last year on the island for awhile has made me want to relax. I haven't really done much of that in the past. Work of any kind always came first. Work will be important for the rest of my life, I'm not able to make myself believe that the degree of which I'm slacking off is really a bad thing at the moment. I love what I'm doing and I love excelling at it; however should I just scrape by I won't be wounded by it. I just keep contemplating the damage I'm doing, the stress on my system, and the enjoyment I'm gaining.