Man is the most confusing species. I am at a loss. It seems hopeless to attempt to comprehend them, myself included. It appauls me to see the changes that occur in my feelings toward people. Just when you think you've got yourself figured out, things change. I am left not knowing how to take some things. Without thinking I react to others actions in ways I had never imagined. I have lost the desire to care about some things. I feel like becomming a hermit for awhile. I wish it were possible.