I won! We now have separate bushes in front of our house; rather than the large mass that was there this morning. I'm enjoying this whole gardening thing, but I've run out of things I feel inspired to do. If I get an edger I'll have a whole lot more I can attack.

Something on a deeper level. I think I've lost my wall of self-confidence. I didn't realise just how much progress I had made. Now I feel it crumbling. I'm doubting what people think of me. There are some opinions I wish I new. I don't know if they'd make me feel better or worse, but at least I could stop doubting myself and I'd just know.