I have become calm. I believe this is connected to my new-found love for sleep. I am surrounded by a new sense of calm. I have yet to decide however if it is a new sense of calm, or a new sense of nothingness. Seeing as calm is more positive, I'm going to hope for this route. I've taken this place as an opportunity to reflect. I begun to analyse past relationships. I've noticed many important facts about encounters with the male kind. All making me feel better about myself. They do however make me question the likelyhood of ever finding someone worthy of me.