I am allowing the people surrounding me to bring me frustration. Not because they bother me, but because I care. I want the best for you. I have become aware that people see fit to hide the negative things they do from me. If you feel it necessary to hide it, why are you doing it? Am I so harsh that I drive you all away? Is my way of showing that I care so terrible that you need to push me away? It's discouraging to see good days culminate in a bad one. If you feel the need to hide these things you're doing, perhaps you regret having done them. You will soon need to make the decision to change. Every second is an opportunity for change. Only when you want to can you accomplish this. My help is alway here, let me know how it may best be put to use.