Tomorrow I meet with one of my professors to beg him to be my faculty advisor on a project I don't even want to do. How do I convice someone else that it's a wonderful idea when I don't believe it myself? I caught myself thinking today, "I hope other people don't think I'm as crazy as I do." What if they do? Chatting with classmates lately has made me more confident that I'm not the only one who just wants everything to slow down, not because it's too intense, but because it's bringing "the future" on too quickly. There's the odd enthusiast who seems ready for anything, but the vast majority of us would rather wait. I think the thing that has been making me procrastinate the most about this darn project is the fact that it marks the end of my career as an undergrad. This is it...soon I trudge blindly into the unknown.