Well...today I wandered randomly and spent money I do not have. I'm feeling a little bit sheltered. I used to wander randomly and drop in on various folks. I don't seem to do that anymore. It was odd today to go out and wander randomly as I could not remember what it is like to be random. I think a little bit of Lex randomness showed its face last night. I was not aware until now that I miss it. I've been bogged down and stressing. I suppose it also has a bit to do with being in strange surroundings. Being home feels like a weight off my shoulders. I'll soon be in trouble for my free-er self though as I haven't been focused on job hunting but rather on freeing my mental health. I do feel better. I could use a good party to let loose.