I'm having a great deal of difficulty seeing how quickly things can change. I think I'm under the impression that if I pretend things aren't happening they won't. For instance I'm pretending I don't have to go back to class tomorrow, and that my workbook is not due tomorrow. It's going to take some hard going if I'm to finish it on time. There are other things I was pretending weren't happening, but I think they did. I think I was sure they never would, at least not until I had left home and instilled a little change of my own. I'll miss these regularities in my life, but similar changes have occured in the past, and they've been endured with little pain. I'd say that's enough of the vague discussion for one post.