I know there is much to overcome yet, but not knowing is more difficult than knowing just how deep into those woods one has delved. I hope that I can be here until all who surround me are out of the woods. To feel lost is damaging to ones soul. I have always said that you can do anything if you want it bad enough. You need to want it. It's hard to realise just how beneficial somethings could be for us.
I think soon enough contentment will come. Life is a cycle. The bad will soon give way to the good. My love is sent to you.